This is my world, as a cutter. A closet cutter that is. Everything said here stays here. No point letting people who care about me know because they wouldn't be able to do anything.
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It has been 5 days since I last cut. For the past month or so, you were my lifeline whenever I felt the need to cut. I am not saying that you’ve cured me of it, but I feel better after I text you. Everytime.
It’s been 6 long years since anyone has distracted me from cutting. On one hand, I feel sorry because I put such a heavy responsibility on you. On the other hand, I’m so glad that I’ve finally found someone who is could save me.
On top of that, I’m happy to know that I mean something to you. I didn’t expect you to turn because of me. Even though we’re not officially together, at least we know how we feel about each other. And I take comfort in that.
At this stage, I know anything can happen.
Maybe we can stay like this for a long long time or move forward with our friendship.
Or a good guy will come along and give you more happiness than I can give. That’s okay. I’d be happy for you. It’s going to hurt for a while, but like I’ve always said, I only want you to be happy.
You have no idea how much I miss you right now.
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